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Dear Azna and Father God,
Everytime I pray to you, you answer my prayers in the most unique kind of way.
Please answer me when I ask that you guide me in my love life. Please help me have more confidence and faith in myself as a mate. I have no confidence in myself as a person who wants to be in a healthy relationship. I am so scared that the person I am in love with will reject me as a result of my psychic abilities. I am also scared that I will get cheated on again and that I will continue to have a low level of patience with the one I am in love with. Azna, I know that with all of those, I MUST wait patiently and without pride. Please help me to achieve this-show and give me anyone and anything who will help me get to that point. I am so scared that I will be rejected and made fun of or be called crazy. Please help me to help myself feel less hurt,angry,embarrased,pissed off and neglected.
Azna, from the deepest part of my soul, help me to become more patient with myself and more forgiving. Even more, please help me to speak up more in my relationships and to do it in a kind but firm and loving way.
Please help me to stop listening to the friends that do not want me to be happy because they aren't happy in their relationships. Please remove those people from my life, if need be--and please make it so that I do not miss hearing such negativity.
Azna, I need you more than ever at this point in my love life. Please help me find a graceful road of confidence and help me stay on it.
Father God I pray that you infuse me with intelect over emotion, in regards to my love life. I know that I have debris left over from past relationships and most importantly, my relationship with myself. I am in so much pain- please seal me off from anyone who decides to dump their negative beliefs and notions onto me.
I need this pain out of me. Please direct me to the right group of psychic people and continue to infuse confidence in me so that I can write my book, along with everything else we've talked about.
God, I know I can do this, I know that I deserve this so please, help me achieve everything that I have requested in this prayer. I am so scared. I am so afraid of messing everything up and creating an unhappy marriage. Please help the one I love to open up to me more so that I can confide in him about some of these things. I believe that we can help each other and share our pain but I need him to open up more.
I know that there are some things that he needs to come clean and open up about but it seems he holds back and has too much pride--I am angry at this too.
I know that he does not want this pride so please, help him let go of his pain and anger too.
We are both angry. I am not sure what is going on but Azna and Father God, please alleviate the suffering on both ends and help us, help ourselves.
Mother and Father, hear my prayer.
A
2008-04-01 08:03:36 - Brooklyn
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